Bulletproof;

skin and bones.

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 16:26:44 GMT

AIRIN LEE, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?

Sup people!
HAHAHAHA, yes it's sunday and my parents are not in town.
They went for a short getaway to idk where. =/
So, i brought my lil bro out for lunch at Ajisan.
Seriously, not worth the price i'm paying.

Okay, sam uploaded the entire sentosa album.
FUCKING HAPPY.
So, let's get it started, i'm not tagging myself in FB for some reasons.

HEHE.

Okay, i know i'm fucking fair, but i tried to tanned.
BUT IT WAS DRIZZLING. ):
With much loves,
Airin.

lonely.

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 16:59:34 GMT

Be gone.
Hello people,
I am glad that i spent time with my dearest clique today.
I mean they kinda made my day.
At the same time i wasn't happy, not because of them but i just felt a lil out of place.
I kinda miss someone.
But he's not there. ):
I don't blame you, but assuring me would be good enough. (:
You're there and I'm here and I can't help but miss you every second of everyday.
& when i needed you, you weren't there.
I was waiting for you to comeback, & i was watching hannah montana the movie.
Sounds damn ~!@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$#@!~
What the fuck airin, but i am seriously bored.
Somehow her movie taught me a few morals.
So what's life to you?

hmmmmm. I was feeling really lonely just now.
Sitting alone in the entire house alone.
Watching movie alone, drinking flower tea alone.
Eating fruits alone, it's kind of a misery to me.
I don't mind spending time myself most of the time, but today isn't the day for that.
I needed a shoulder, someone to rely on.
Someone to catch a movie w me in my house.
Just the both of us with tea and maybe snacks.
& also, the smile and happiness we share
That's what i want.

I think i'm catching some rest,
good night people,

With much loves, Airin.

The easiest way to lose something is to want it too much.
Now i know why i lost it so badly the previous time, i hope this time wouldn't be a mistake.

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 17:38:46 GMT

STARBUCKS + CHANEL 2.55 = WISH

So, maybe try using friday for some serious thinking and thoughts
OH YEA, i'm going shopping alone tmr.
I NEEEEED TO BUY A LOT OF THINGS, with the bloody F21 which is 3 storey BIG.
How on earth can i miss it?! >.<

Okay, i'm thinking to spent my next week watching gossip girl at home.
I'm gonna order seson 3 and be like a couch potato.
I <3 GOSSIP GIRL x 100000000000

THIS IS GOOD STUFF!
I have seen a few in town recently,
& i'm so fucking jealous. Time to toned up airin lee.
& i met up with shirley just now, and she say i cannot wear heels.
The "cannot" sounds like a heartbreak. =/

In some way or another, you know you’re ready to move on when you gradually stop thinking about that one person you thought you’d never get over.

I want to be the smile, the first thought, the long drive, the short walk, the last voice, the random call, the sweet dream, the perfect kiss, the comfort hug, the sparkle in your eye. I want to be everything you need, or simply just what you want. I want to be yours.
With much loves,
Airin.

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 16:38:55 GMT

I suddenly feel like having roses in my room.
LIKE THIS! I know it's random but i'm just being myself. (:

I went out with L-U-C-A-S/idiot.
HAHAHAHA, okay thanks for being so nic to me for today.
& then i head down to work after i met him.
it's been months since i worked at kenzo.
I was feeling a lil tense up but i did sell something afterall.
So good job airin, you gotta work harder. (:

A lil bit of cravings.
IF ONLY I AM A BIT SHORTER AND TONER LEGS.
I WOULD DEFINITELY SPLURGE $240 ON STEVE MADDEN'S CAGE HEELS.

I love this.

& her fucking skinny leg

διακοπές

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 19:43:45 GMT

μόνο αν ήξερες πώς ένιωσα

Hello people,
It's the first day of holiday and i kinda enjoy it.
I went to samtham's place for a swim and we can't stop chatting even though we met up yesterday.
Hahahaha, i enjoy such moments. relaxing in the pool and i swam a few laps.
Wanted to get some yummy yogurts at frolick but ayeeee, i have to go at 6. So yea, plan FAILED.

It's the first day of holiday and i kinda miss all of you.
It becomes a necessity to hang out with you all.
The effect is like drug, you get hooked up and you need it.
Yes, i miss all of you. & at the same time i need you guys.
So let's all meet up on sat and have fun. ;)

I have all these feelings - these weird feelings, and I’ve had this burning desire to express them.
But I can’t. I just can’t. And these feelings - they’re trapped and they’re like stuck in my heart…
And I just feel so lonely.

It's 3:26am right now and i can't fall asleep after a chat w D.
I'm tired but there's too much stuff in my mind.):

I need a hug. ):
I need a shoulder.
I need someone there by my side.
The night is cold.
& i'm really lonely even with the bears by my side.

Falling for him once: Temptation
Falling for him twice: Destiny
Getting your heart broken: A Mistake
Letting it happen again: Unstoppable

I know I will never get to see your face again

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 16:56:13 GMT

I have so much to live for, so many things to be grateful to have,
but somehow deep inside I feel I would give it all,
just to have another chance to talk to you again
I would drop everything if it meant another chance at us.

We just stare at each other as if that is enough.
It used to be enough.
I just feel as though now we can’t patch things up.
We both don’t know what to say, and too bad, because we both need to explain this in words today.

In that moment, I felt my heart break.
And I thought, “I can’t live without you.
I don’t want to live without you,”
and then it slowly crept into my mind that no matter how bad I wanted or needed you,
it wouldn’t matter.
Somehow, and very painfully I was sure, my life would continue.
With or without you.

Maybe I could have loved you better.
Maybe you should have loved me more.
Maybe our hearts were just next in line.
Maybe everything breaks sometimes.

I guess, i cared too much to the extent that i might be taken forgranted.
I know i shouldn't be feeling this way, but this was how i felt recently.
You might not agree with what i'm writing right now, but that's my opinion.
You can agree to it or just fuck it.

I'm always there when you need me, but you weren't there.
Maybe you are busy with your stuff or really vexed over personal matter.
But no matter what, i really tried my best to be there for you when you needed me.
& when i needed you, you weren't there.
I don't blame you for that.
Cos when i'm really hurt, i tend not to tell you, i don't wish to pile up the amount of stress you are facing.

Yet so, i think i'm being self-centered.
I actually thought you would make time to care.
That was just a one-sided thing i felt from you.
Somehow, the kind of pain that you would feel when you needed someone there has immuned me.
Cos you learn from your scars, you know what you are going to expect.
& you would wish for more. The scars reminds me that we need to be strong.
Face it people, not everytime when you're sad or in trouble, someone would be there for you.
Not everyone is there, they come and go.
& the moment when they bids goodbye..
They are leaving for good.

So what do we do
Stop being kind to people?
Stop caring for people around you?
NO NO NO!

We need to know,
Being nice to someone doesn't mean you need a return favour from them.
But set an expectation for yourself.
Make sure when you help, you make them smile.
Cos at the end of the day, that person would leave you no matter what.
Make sure they rmb you were once there for them in their lowest point and you brought them up.
Trust me, they would smle to themselve once again when they thought of that.
& that's enough, because you done your part. (:

After all that’s said and done, I still think you’re amazing.
I still cherish every moment I ever spent with you and every smile you brought to my face.
I’ll forever be thankful that someone like you was brought into my life, even if it had to be taken away too soon.
See, you were my miracle, you were my fairytale I got to live.

With much loves,
Airin.

It's worst than being backstabbed.

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 05:43:31 GMT

Sometimes you just have to stop caring.
You have to turn off all emotions and feelings to protect yourself from getting hurt.
You have to stop caring what other people think of you and be yourself.
Sometimes you have to hide it all, and not let anyone know how you feel or what you think.
You gotta put a smile on and pretend everything is fine, even when it’s not.
Sometimes that’s the only way to save yourself from a broken heart

"I’m really tired of pretending that everything is okay.
My tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away."

You’ll never find anyone like me.
You know why?
No girl is stupid enough to love you like I did.

Please tell me what's going on between us.
I don't wish to end anything with you.

You say girls are confusing? Nice try.
Girls are the easiest to understand.
We want love. We want trust. We want everything most guys lack.
We want someone to change for us.
We want them to accept the fact that sometimes we forget to shave.
We want someone who doesn’t put drugs or alcohol before us.
We want back rubs. We want you to give us flowers.
We want you to hold our hand.
We want you to be able to have sex with us for the beauty, not just because you want it.
We all just want our own prince charming.
It's that simple.

It goes, HAHAHA!

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 16:10:52 GMT

JUST FOR LAUGHS!
hahahaha, you know what monday means to most of us.
& you would get to see that listless face we have when we meet.
COME ON, let's laugh. ^^,

HAHAHA!

CELEBRATION

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 09:34:09 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM, HOT STUFF.
I went out with the usual peeps yesterday to celebrate sam's 17th birthday part II.
Hahahaha, it was pretty fun as we walk along orchard road with our plans of dares list for her to do.
Then we chilled at frolick, OOOOOH.
I'm so delighted when i know that the flavour fo the day is LYCHEEE.
hahaha! i love it manxzxzxz, it taste heavenly. So refreshing and yummy.
Guess frolick would be my next fav dessert. ^^,

We told zeek to take a super unglam picture of us..
& it turns out like that:

100% UGLY, UNGLAM AND UNTRUE.

Then the whole gang joined us later on of the day:

Then fad told us about her "friday". ^^,
& she evern show us what happened.

Look t y face and you know what happened. HAHAHA!
Nothing sweet but a whole lot of uhhhhhhhhhh .... can't explain in words. haha!
I enjoyed my day with them.
Then i went to my cousin's house for housewarming.
I looked forward to it because she's one of my closest cousin.
& designing her own house was a dream she had since young.
The entire place was really vibrant with different tones of colour complementing each other.
The best place to hang out? HER WALK IN WARDROBE!!!
Hahaha! When i first saw it, i was screaming like hell. haha! it's so awesome!!!

Well, i'm currently studying for chem tmr and somehow i wasn't even prepared fo it after all the celebrations.
SO PEOPLE. take care! (:

I'm having cravings. mmmmmm~

With much loves,
Airin.

YOU WHINY DIRTY LIL THING. (:

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 05:48:55 GMT

Do you? (:

Alright, we help sam to celebrate her birthday just now.
It wasn't as big and epic as fad's but sure did we had fun. (:

HAHAHAHA! for you, i wore liverpool jersey and got mock like hell.
Still, i love liverpool! <3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

“All men dream but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity. But the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act on their dreams with open eyes, to make them possible.”

TGIF, i'm having a date later on. (:
With much loves,
Airin.

That's it.

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 15:43:48 GMT

This is what i call, DREAM ON.

Hello people, i kinda think that i rather be alone than to be attached.
No, i'm not talking about my bf.
But somehow my surrounding had me sick of relationships and mind games.
I rather be a lesbian for now.
& i think i'm damn lucky because i have a really amazing boyfriend.

So, i went for physics consultation today i'm really confident in doing well this time.
Because i studied really hard and trust me. IT'S GONNA BE BETTER.
The pressure that i'm undergoing is humongous.
TMR WOULD BE MY PHYSICS UT.
Somehow i really hateit, yet i don't mind facing it. I WANT GOOD GRADES.
Not your typical good laugh on me.

Sadly, you don't.
So, let's just move on. (:
Save your heart for someone that's worth dying for.

& IT'S FRIDAY TMR!
Somehow, there would something interesting that would happen in school.
Wait and see.

Letting go is hard, but it’s better to let go than to hold on to something that was never meant to be.
So hold your head high, gorgeous, and stay strong because once you let go, better things are going to come along.

Goodnight people.
With much loves.
Airin.

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 15:53:58 GMT

This is how you live your life. (:
Starbucks, Ipod, diamonds and your specs with a good book.

Hello people,

This is what happens when we fight, we have to sacrifice.
We have to shatters a family's dream.
Rest in peace.
STOP WAR FOR GOD SAKE.

Oh yes, I will be going back to kenzo to sell the flower from next week.
I will have to look at the flowers for 2 weeks.

Welcome back airin, the poppies misses you. HAHA.

Right, i went stuying with Lucas just now.
We went to marina square. (:
& hello black jacob. HAHAHA, stop wearing all black pleasexzxzxz.
IDIOT. haha!
Hope that girl will stalk you home!

Somehow love can be simple.
But due to the mind game we are playing, we make it so complicated.

The only thing I want is to be in love with you,
to spend a lifetime just watching your mouth
speaking the words that captivate me.

The only thing I want is to be in love with you
to watch each day pass by like seconds
on a clock that never runs.

You are my guardian angel
You are my angel for life
perfect in every way
don’t ever change

I love you
I will always love you

Tmr will be a great day. [:

Please give me sweet dreams. (:

with much loves,
Airin.

You seek help.

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 16:22:27 GMT

This is my wish for you:

Comfort on difficult days,
Smiles when sadness intrudes,
Laughter to kiss your lips,
Sunsets to warm your heart,
Hugs on bad days,
Beauty for your eyes to see,
Faith so that you can believe,
Confidence when you doubt,
Courage to know yourself,
Patience to accept the truth,
And finally, love to complete your life.

And even though we know we shouldn’t love certain people, we do and always will.
Because there are just some people in this world who will get us for reasons we can’t explain, even when they shouldn’t. 

IT'S MIDNIGHT! woooooo~
okay, i'm having UT tmr and i'm still up.
HAHAHAHA!
Shiatzxzxzxz, it's cognitive tmr.
I HOPE I WOULD DO MY VERY BEST.
HEHE, let's see how i perform. (:

I’d like to meet someone who wouldn’t give up on me.
Someone who would always be there no matter what.
Someone who I could tell all of my secrets to, and they would trust me enough and tell me theirs.
Someone who wouldn’t care what I wear, or how I have my hair done.
Someone who would call me every night just to hear my voice.
Someone who would know me well enough to tell when I’m mad, sad or confused.
Someone who wouldn’t like me just for the looks, but for my heart and my personality.
Someone who wouldn’t just love, but who would be addicted to me.
Someone who would never leave me clueless or alone.
Someone who would always keep their promises and mean what they say.
Someone who would look out for me.
Someone who would never leave me broken.
Someone who would be faithful to me.
Someone who would be the one for me, and I’d be the one for them.
Someone who would be my Romeo and I’ll be their Juliet.

With much love,
Airin.

thinking too much.

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 04:03:08 GMT

That's what friends does.
Or maybe only airin lee that stupid moronic ass does that.

Oh yes, i was a happy girl yesterday.
Even though it was monday, i kinda enjoyed my day.
I had cognitive and i think i did the dumbest thing ever in RP.
I wanted to leave early so that i can rush to shangri-la to get the make up done on time for soulmate.
BUT, my faci does not allow me to leave class even after 3.30pm.
ARGHHHH, so i lied to him that i have to attend a wedding.
FACI: airin, please send me a copy of your wedding invitation card, thanks.
Airin: *WHATTTTTHHEEEEFUUUCKKKKK?!* smile and said okay. (:
I just screwed my best module for the entire sem 2.
*CLAP CLAP*

Met Meiqi at orchard and took a cab to shangri-la.
My soulmate looks so elegant, she looks so smart.
& I'm so proud of her. (:
& the moment the make up has been coloured on her face.
She looks beautiful.

& my eye-candy was there.
HAHAHAHA, the moment i see him i feel so happy.
The feeling is different from like and love.
It's just that when you see him, you would feel happy just like a happy pill.
To most people, he's a wooden block.
But apparently, i think that he's a sunshine boy. ;D

I agree with D, somehow i think too much.
I do not know what i really want and i'm always stuck in a prob.
Or maybe even more.
BUT, like what he said.
I CARE TOO MUCH, it's atomism.
Even the smallest details i would consider.
I just wanna tell all my friends.
I LOVE YOU GUYS OKAY.
I might be the dumbest person, but yea..

To soulmate:
I would love and care for you forever.
You will be the last person i would ever hurt or betray or anything.
no, i wouldn't even hurt you.
You are one true friend that i would treasure.
It's a 11 years of friendship.
It wuldn't end, if we are unhappy we should talk.
We should be there and understand.

My shoulder would be yours. (:
I guess my problem is roughly the same.
But if i don'tmove on with it, it would stay.
& come on airin, it's time you move on to something better.
Set yourself free, make yourself happy.

I like it even if you think it's anorexic.

"It is no surprise to me that hardly anyone tells the truth about how they feel. The smart ones keep themselves to themselves for good reason. Why would you want to tell anyone anything that’s dear to you? Even when you like them and want nothing more than to be closer than close to them? It’s so painful to be next to someone you feel strongly about and know you can’t say the things you want to."

Time to speak some truth, time for some confession.

& stop regretting, time to move on.
Even 2009 is coming to an end.
Time for some deep thoughts on what you want in 2010 people.

Do you know me?
Do you really understand what kind of person i am?
How much do you trust me?
& have you ever thought why my blog is so emotional?

No, i'm not being troubled by problems.
But i like to think a lot.
Like i think more than a normal person should.
I'm more than how i speak, how i react, how i dress up, how i portray myself.
There's this side of me that i only show it to myself when i'm alone.
& i'm not gonna share. it's your own to figure who i really am.
At the end of the day, i might not be what you think i am.
There's reasons in my every action and an explanation to every post.

oh yes. (:

With much loves,
Airin.

HAVE A LIL FAITH

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 15:34:46 GMT

AIRIN LEE UNDER CONSTRUCTION. (:
COMING SOON.
PARFAIT~

Hello people,
I love december, it's the best time to give your loved ones gifts and i like the idea of christmas in my house.
I met up with the usual peeps last evening and i think i had great fun.
At least all the dear ones enjoyed themselves. While airin lee was down with PMS.
Urghhhh, i hate that. =/

So today, guess what i did.

I WENT JOGGING!

I bought 2 books to read.
I had a super healthy diet.

& i felt so energized after working out and exercising.
I kinda enjoy the sea breeze while jogging with music supporting me to go on with the track.
I mean I should do that weekly and by next year my leg would be toned.
I would be healthy and I would be much more bubbly than before.
& i pasted a radiant smile on my face today. i love sunday!

" I don't know what i want,
& Something is missing.
I don't know what it's missing,
But i can feel it.
I mean i can really feel it. "

Have you ever thought what you wish someone would say about you when you are gone/dead/vanish?
Would you want them to know your true-self since most of us wear mask when we are out.
Or would you still hid the truth in the bottom of the sea?

The book i got myself today is something that really inspire me.
The entire book consist of 254 pages, and i'm currently reading page 40.
Even so, the 40 pages that i read made me glaze and stare with deep thoughts.
My dad came over and tapped me: girl, are you okay?
Wow, all i can say is the book is pretty much magical.
I'm a buddhist and getting me to understand jewish and christianity is a lil hard on me.
Yet so, the morals and the values that they are teaching inside is something that most religion shares.
He made me tackled the central questions of the entire life.
It's an extraordinary book. deeply moved me and makes me wonder what's going to happen next.

Before i go on with the last few weeks of 2009.
Have you ever thought what you really want in future?
Have you ever thought what are you doing right now?
Have ever thought the purpose of life?
Have you ever thought how may people you have hurt?
How many people you had loved?
How many people you had brought smiles on their faces when their sad,
& have you ever thought why you were meant for this world.

Because, you are special in our own ways.
You are unique and life weren't be complete without YOU.
(maybe for some people.)

Lastly, have you ever thought that life would be a waste
if you are wasting your precious time doing something that you don't enjoy?
We are aging every second, our cells are dying.
Think about it.
One day, i will have to die. treasure the people you love right now.
Treasure everything dearly.

(you are having fun at the peak of life as a teenager.)

10 years later,
( you found the one you love and you got married.)

20 years later,
(you're one hot mama.)

30 years later,
( you will be going to your children's graduation ceremony.)

40 years later,
(your daughter is getting married.)

50 years later,
(you are taking care of your grand-daughter with your old man.)

60 years later,
( you are having a gathering with your girlfriends.)

70 years later,
(you would want someone to tell the people your story, your life, your morals and everything about you.)

You're back to god.
That's life sweethearts.

With much loves
Airin.

Live to be your best.

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 16:27:07 GMT

I KNOW YOU WANT THIS! <3

Hello everyone! (:
It's Farzira's birthday celebration part I in school today!

Well, everything went smoothly and trust me this woul be her best birthday ever. (:
I had fun and so does everyone!

princess turn into ...

GHOST. HAHA!

I would like to thank everyone who had made this birthday surprise sucha success.
You guys are awesome stuff! Part II to be continued tmr. (;
I will upload the pictures when everything is settled into FB. haha!

I went for weisheng's pass out parade at pasir laba camp.
NONO, he's no longer an army boy who takes order from his sergeant.
He's now a sergeant whom gives order to his men.
How awesome would that be?
I'M PROUD OF HIM, definitely.

i look really tired in here, HAHA! pardon me. (:

“All I want to do is help.
I want to help because I don’t think people should suffer as they do,
because if there’s no bigger meaning,
then the smallest act of kindness is the greatest thing in the world.”

Sometimes you have to get fucked up to feel sober, cry to see clear, and fall one hundred times to learn how to pick yourself back up.

I AM A HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW. [:
i love everyone who love me, so don't get a shock if i tell you.
Hey i love you. <3

With much loves,
Airin.

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 16:21:42 GMT

DANGER! IT'S DRAMA.

Hello people,
I'm living in a world full of drama.
It happens in my own life, within my friends, in my family
& it's actually the entire story of my current life. Come on drama, I don't like you to be with me.
I don't like you to be my guest, and i put up the whte flag.
I give up, just leave me alone please.

So, one of my dearest friend or maybe 2 of them teared today.
I don't know what to do as consoling someone isn't my forte.
But trust me, i can sense it and i love you guys.
I hope i won't see you tear again, it really breaks my heart.
I hate to see the people who are close to me, depressed, troubled and sad.
Cos i know that torturous feeling and the kind of pain that is simply aching. ):
BE STRONG, WE ARE ALL THERE FOR YOU. <3

"The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides."

In your arms, I discover an oasis of comfort, security, and all things wonderful.

Alright, i went all the way to city hall today to meet almighty MEIQI.
WHAT THE SHIT?! hahahaha! sounds familiar?
& starbucks was giving out free coffee to eveyone today with collaboration w salvation army.
I got my pipping hot toffee nut, tall FOR FREE. actually i donated. HAHA.

Meiqi taught me physics and thanks to her i got all the formulas into my head!
Gonna meet her next mon and i'm looking forward to it. ;D

So what stupid thing did i do in school today?

OKAY, i look seriously retarded. BUT WHO CARES?
HAHAHA!

Don't think I can take it, wake me when its over.

Somehow i think i have lost the trust in you.
Somehow i had seen you differently.
Somehow you need to prove to me again that i can trust you.
Gain it back with your will & ability.
We will see about it.

FARZIRA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

We love you fad, you hot, sexy, confident, beautiful woman.
YOU HAVE US. (:

With much loves
Airin.

Guy's essential Handbook.

Wed, 02 Dec 2009 04:21:27 GMT

hello guys!
Are you having major problems with your date or your girlfriend?
HAHAHA, this might be the one help you would turn in. (:
I'm going to post 60 facts about girls which you might never know about.
When i say it is a fact means it's TRUE. trust me.
I hope this is going to help, xoxo. <3

1. Girls hate it when guys say perverted things.

2. Girls like to be told that they’re beautiful, rather than hot, pretty, cute, or sexy. It just gives more meaning.

3. Girls love to feel special, even though they might not show it.

4. Girls talk about EVERYTHING with their girlfriends. So that means, you’re possibly 90% of their conversation. And believe me, trash talking takes up most of it, unless you’re a Greek god, which you’re not.

5. When girls are online, they want the guy to instant message them first, and they literally burn up inside when they’re not messaged. Of course, when they are messaged, they play it all cool and go “oh, hey” as if they just discovered your message. - Oh shit. AHHA

6. Girls have a thing for guys who dress GQ.

7. Girls love it when guys are over 6 feet. (Y)

8. Girls find it awfully attractive when guys wear just a white t-shirt and jeans and yet they happen to look awesome in it.

9. Remember. Sense of humor. GIRLS LOVE GUYS WHO CAN MAKE THEM LAUGH.

10. Girls hate guys with bad hygiene. So put on that deodorant and clip those nails!

11. Girls love guys who plays sports.

12. Girls love it when a guy pulls them close by the waist.

13. Girls go crazy when a guy smells good.

14. Girls hate cocky guys.

15. Usually, when a girl is sarcastically mean to you, it means they’re attracted to you, but are afraid that they’ll be showing too much.

16. A kiss on the hand with the right timing can be a REAL TURN-ON. (LOL WTF?)

17. Girls have a thing for guys who sport blazers with a destroyed tee underneath.

18. Girls have a thing for guys who have messy sex hair. (Anything that is hot is lovely<3)

19. Some girls can think about their crushes for 18+ hours straight. No exaggeration.

20. When a guy says something really sentimental, girls will remember it forever. (Don’t you hate having good memory?)

21. The smallest gestures, the smallest stares, and the smallest statements could make a girl’s year. No joke.

22. Girls get embarrassed easily, even if guys don’t know what the hell just happened.

23. Girls daydream about their crushes. Like getting married, going on dates, kissing, etc. They just don’t show it.

24. Girls HATE cheaters.

25. Guys who can sing or dance are a major turn on.

26. Guitarists are sexy.

27. When a girl is upset and wants you to listen, she wants you to listen. Don’t give her advice unless she asks for it.

28. When a girl is crying, she feels a lot safer if you pull her close and tell her that everything is going to be alright.

29. Girls love it when guys say their name.

30. Girls don’t like short tempered guys.

31. Sometimes girls just wish that guys would notice when they get a new haircut or if they’re wearing eyeliner.

32. When a girl calls you her loser or her dork, it usually means she’s attracted to you.

33. Girls find it a lot more romantic if you just fall asleep with them holding them with your arms rather than having a night of hot kinky sex.

34. Girls will never say I love you unless you say it first. But that doesn’t mean she doesn’t want to scream it from the top of her lungs. (so TRUEEEE)

35. Girls love confidence. (Not too confident of course (: )

36. Girls don’t like rock-hard guys. They like to know that guys can have a sensitive side too.

37. There comes a time when girls have needs too. Enough said.

38. A girl will cry over you a lot more than you think.

39. A girl’s wounds can last awhile. And when I say awhile, I mean awhile.

40. Girls hate guys who smell bad.

41. When a girl cooks for you, you know you mean a lot to her.

42. Girls don’t like it when you think other women are hot and say it so.

43. Eyeliner is a girl’s essential product. Don’t ever try to take it away from her.

44. Girls hate it, absolutely HATE IT when guys don’t keep their promises. It throws them over the top.

45. Every girl fantasizes about her wedding. Her dress, her flowers, her shoes, her hair. More than you think.

46. Girls hate it when other guys flirt. Yet they flirt themselves too.

47. Girls will save instant message conversations when they like a guy.

48. A phone call, a text message, or a single Hershey’s kiss will mean A LOT MORE than a bouquet of flowers and a box of chocolates on her birthday.

49. Every girl think she’s pretty in one way or another. They just won’t admit it.

50. Girls are VERY SELF-CONSCIOUS when it comes to their looks. No makeup is a very sensitive topic to them

51. Never EVER flirt with her sibling or bestfriend. There’s this thing called boundaries that actually exist. If you ever do, prepare to die or lose her forever.

52. Be frank about things. Guys are not the only ones who are complicated.

53. Getting a girl jealous might be cute but deep inside they are getting hurt.

54. When you’re replying to a girl’s text message without a smiley continuously, it will give her an idea that you are not interested talking to her. Worse, give her an idea something’s up. (sounds reasonable!)

55. Girls love it when a guy pulls her from behind and plants a kiss on her.

56. Girls hate it when guys just stare at them. Talk to her once in awhile.

57. What’s more sexier than a guy playing the guitar? A hot guy play the guitar.

58. Don’t ever compare her to any other female. That would make her more self-conscious.

59. Tell her you love her…

60. And actually mean it.

DOOM.

Wed, 02 Dec 2009 03:01:47 GMT

AIRIN LEE!!!
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!

I'm a bad student, i am a very no motivated bad student.
A turn-off to teachers and quite a turn off to myself right now.
WHY DIDN'T I WAKE UP FOR SCHOOL TODAY. ):
& i can't trust my phone, it's suppose to wake me up at 6:25am daily.
But it didn't ring today, ARGHHHH.
Got a bad scolding from mum, she's disappointed in me.
But i didn't skip school on purpose. ):

I'm currently at home studying, not on fashion blog or whatsoever.
I'M STUDYING FOR COGNITIVE. So people who likes to think a lot, join me.

I don't derserve a cupcake right now,
but i deserve a good scolding to wake me up from being so lazy.
URGHHHH, i'm neither on drugs or had a hangover.
WHY DO I FEEL SO LETHARGIC. =/

ooooohkaaaay, let's make things shorter.
I'M GOONNA STUDY RIGHT NOOOW.
So you people in school, HAVE FUN.

With much loves,
WHINY AIRIN.

SUPER SAM.

Tue, 01 Dec 2009 12:02:40 GMT

Hello people,
THIS FEEL SO GOOOOD.
I'm currently with my soulmate as she's staying at my house.
I'm using the lappy while she's reading the magazine.
For some reasons, i like it. [:
SOULMATE IS STILL THE BESTXZXZXZ!

Will be going out with her later for a walk?
Or maybe i should stay at home and revise my work.
Time for me to do something to my grades. bad bad..

I just bathed and i think i'm currently having very soft hair.
Woooo, i love it but how i hope it's this looong.

With much loves
Airin.

When marc jacobs became my BFF.

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 15:28:55 GMT

Hello people.
I'm gonna admit that i'm a vulnerable piece of shit.
I'm quite naive and tend to trust everybody in everything.

Somehow things has change from today onwards, i learnt it the hard way. [:
Yet so, after those dramas i made this afternoon it somehow made me a better person.
Or maybe i just screwed my 2nd break by going to the opposite coffeeshop for a chillpill. haha.

"The bad guys lie to get into your bed, the good guys lie to get your heart."

Good guys are hard to get and somehow i thought i found mine. (:

"I think that everyone can change if the right person comes along.
And I think that every girl wants to be the right person,
every girl wants to be the one girl that can change that guy. "
- Lauran Conrad

Thanks honey for assuring me that i was the one for you.
Cos you love me best when i'm at my worst stage of life.

"Sometimes people play hard to get, just to see if the other person’s feelings are real."

Somehow this sounds like someone. HAHAHA!

With much loves,
Airin.

oh, maybe i was wrong.

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 02:23:09 GMT

Hello people,
I guess i had good weekend?
OH YES, GOOD WEEKEND. Tell me about it.
I'm in no mood to be online, i'm in no mood to talk to anyone including my closes friend.
& i have no mood in anything.
Is PMS acting on me or just plain feelings being tortured like hell? oh god, i'm not in a drama alright?

That is what we go through when we play mind game with each other.
You get nothing in the end, you will never get it.

There's no forever from the mouth of a man or a guy.
I can never trust a male because somehow their words seems to be skeptical to me.
Sorry boys if you are reading this. Try getting my trust and i would entirely trust in your words.

This is why love seems to be a dream, when you tried to draw it.
the waves would washes it away, somehw it will never stay there forever.

We are both, when i said both you know what i mean.
Somehow i felt good when i let go. [:
the feeling seems to be all over me.
I have let go shopping for some reasons.

With much loves,
airin.

i'm sleepy.

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 17:56:12 GMT

"We’re getting older I’ve started to fear for my life. Is this the way that it should be? this whole thing’s riding on me. It’s been a long road so far with nowhere to turn. There’s no looking back from here no more dwelling on my fears."

Tell her shes amazing.
Promise her you will kiss her in the rain.
Walk with her holding hands.
Talk with her late into night.
Tickle her, and then kiss her.
Just kiss her. Because she loves the feel of your lips.
Hold her. It makes her feel safe.
Let her run and jump into your arms.
Watch girly movies with her.
And when she starts crying, hold her tightly.
Tell her shes perfect for you.
Just tell her you love her.
She needs to hear that.

Beyond ugly

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 06:46:31 GMT

Hello people.
Went out with my family just now even though bro wasn't around.
But i guess it's time i make some time for my parents.
I have been pretty busy these days with my own stuff which made me felt as if i have neglected my family.
I miss my parents and my daddy's lame jokes. HAHA.
I guess i had an amazing day afterall.

I’ve come to the conclusion that I have changed in so many ways.
Yet, I am happy to say that I am happier now, then I was before.
I cannot wait to see the great and magnificent things that God has planned for my life.
As each day goes by I am getting closer and closer to unraveling my life story and the least I can say is that I am incredibly excited. (:

I always hope this would come by one day and i know i'm going to make it one day somewhere high in the society.
It's gonna be tough but when did they say that life is an easy game?

I'm still in love with this.
When i'm in love with something, i don't change my mind till you give me a good reason.

I like to cry when i am alone.
I'm not being emo or whatsoever.
Sometimes aftercrying, i felt so much better. i felt so much happier.
There some thing that is meant to keep it for yourself.
And i hope it would be kept somewhere that no one would be able to find it.
Secrets.

xoxo,
Airin.

Rapunzel [edited]

Thu, 26 Nov 2009 02:36:59 GMT

Hello people,
I bet all of you know the fairy tale character and one of them is Rapunzel. [:

When i was young i really envy people with long silky hair as my mummy don't allow to have it.
So, now i'm 17 i have not experience long hair in my entire life on my head.
I have this sudden urge of getting extension to see how i look.
& being a teenager trying to grow up and discovering what kind of style i'm turning into and the character i am building into me.
I want to be lady-like and i think i would look good with it. long wavy hair. IT'S REALLY BEAUTIFUL.

She's only 15, Taylor Momsen. Awesome Gossip Girl Insider. (:
Gonna go for a Germany Talklater, might be going to Germany for a study trip. (:
How AWESOME IS THAT?!

Thanks sam. (:

I'M BACK!
Went to bugis and i'm soo tired now!

WOAH WOAH WOAH!!!

I wanna be like that. COOL SHIT.
But, ayeeeeee. different life.

*thumbs up victoria!* (:

THIS IS AWESOME! but can i wear it that great?
like till the best? hmmmm.

I like this, baby like skin and i love laces.
it's feminine, every girl need this. (:

SHIT, I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS HAIRSTYLE.
SOMEONE HELP ME.

With much loves,
Airin.

this time maybe i’ll be bulletproof